Blabberism - Just letting out my thoughts. It ain't briliant. Just need to vent off.
Too much power does make you corrupt. But, what the hell? I don’t really care whether how corrupt you are. But think of others too. You want to be corrupt, it’s your choice. But don’t be greedy. To me, you want to be corrupted, fine. It’s your choice. But there are some other means of getting things done beside through corruption. But the issue here is, you’re being too greedy and selfish in addition to your corrupted heart.
Being selfish to the needs of the nation is what you’re doing. You’re supposed to lead the nation, and not just your political party and cronies. Even that you couldn’t handle what more if the voices are coming from a different or opposing parties of yours. For god sake, WE ARE STILL MALAYSIAN! WE ARE STILL YOUR COUNTRYMEN!
As long as we have our valid Malaysian Identification, we are still your countrymen. Kan? Through the 1Malaysia campaign coined by the Prime Minister himself, there we heard the slogan “People First, Performance Now” in 2009 and “Generating Transformation” later in 2010. The slogans never really achieved its objectives. Still, different people from different groups were marginalised. And the transformation we can see is the deteriorating level of stability in the nation.
During the BERSIH 2.0 rally last Saturday, we can see many disappointed Malaysian participated just to ask for fair election. Many allegations were made. Being labelled as illegal demonstration was one of them. Kesian. From the outer appearance, the rally means something good and clean. People won’t bother themselves to come from different states just to gather for evil. Ok. I’m starting to lose what I want to say in first place.
Consider this, IF you did the right thing, give what people want through genuine democracy, people won’t get so angry and stand up against you. Consider carefully but not to restricted completely just because it has a strong link to the opposition and many other allegations made. Let say, you considered their demands, InsyaAllah people could be touched by the wisdom and they won’t feel that hatred burning inside of them. Slowly people would realize, ‘hey, they ain’t that bad!’and would turn to you and you can safely give yourself a pat in the back and win some vote from the people. WIN!
Secondly, regarding the breakdown of expenses by the PM and TPM. For god sake, expensive la weyh. We don’t need a leader that’s “RASA KAYA” and “RASA HEBAT”. Okay, maybe you are Hebat that’s why you could be elected kan? But Rasa Kaya? There are still many countrymen out there in dire of what’s been wasted. Well, at least, you don’t have to show it off. But don’t make it a secret as well. Because in the end, the one who do things right shall prevail. When you do it like what you did now, there’s no wonder why people are so in hatred with you. Make the people love you, then there will be no problem. Give them a fair slice. If you can live in luxury, all the people also want to live in luxury. Bukan masalah dengki, we are sama-sama Malaysian kan? If not how the hell did they get their Malaysian IC in the first place??? Back to the first problem, corruptionlah.
In short to what I’ve been unconsciously blabbered about, DO THE RIGHT THINGS FOR THE PEOPLE, NOT ONLY FOR YOURSELF. It’s the purpose of having a leader, to be depended on by the followers. When you do the right thing, people will eventually follow you do the right things as well. And leave no weakness unprotected and mistakes uncorrected. And the others pun, janganlah berperangai seperti pak turut, seriously consider what your leader or colleagues suggested before agreein. To disagree among the colleagues is not betraying your team, but different people have different point of view, discuss it… =) okay. Sudah habis saya membebel, tentang apa pun saya tak tau sebab migrain yang teramat sangat. okay! sekarang mau pergi Giant beli barang for my house.
I’m not strong enough to stay away Can’t run from you I’d just run back to you Like a moth I’m drawn into your flame You say my name but it’s not the same You look in my eyes I’m stripped of my pride And my soul surrenders And you bring my heart to its knees I’m not strong enough to stay away What can I do I would die without you In your presence my heart knows no shame I’m not to blame 'Cause you bring my heart to its knees There’s nothing I can do My heart is chained to you And I can’t get free Look what this love has done to me 'Cause it's killing me when you're away And I wanna leave And I wanna stay And I’m so confused So hard to choose between the pleasure and the pain And I know it’s wrong And I know it’s right And even if I tried to win the fight My heart would overrule my mind And I’m not strong enough to stay away
I’m giving up the ghost of love In the shadows cast on devotion She is the one that I adore Creed of my silent suffocation Break this bittersweet spell on me Lost in the arms of destiny Bittersweet I won’t give up I’m possesed by her I’m bearing her cross She’s turned into my curse Bittersweet I want you Oh I wanted you And I need you How I needed you Break this bittersweet spell on me Lost in the arms of destiny Break this bittersweet spell on me Lost in the arms of destiny Bittersweet….